Title: Before the Dawn: A Howl in the Night Book 3
Author: Courtney Rene
ISBN: 978-1-62420-325-1
Genre: Young Adult Paranormal
Excerpt Heat Level: 1
Book Heat Level: 2
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Courtney will be giving away a digital copy of Before the Dawn.
TAGLINE
Darkness continues to haunt Abby since her escape from the
Hunterz. Questions continue to circle.
Who are they, really? Why do they hate
the wolves so much?
BLURB
Seventeen year old Abby can’t shake the darkness that
continues to haunt her since her escape from the Hunterz. She can’t let it go.
Questions continue to circle. Questions no one will answer. Who are they,
really? Why do they hate the wolves so much? The answers could be found in a
young boy named, Sam. He may be from the Hunterz, but he smells of wolf. Derek
wants to believe her, and tries to help, but Abby still hasn’t learned how to
accept help from others. Her relationships with her mother and father continue
to deteriorate, but Derek is a puzzle. Some days he’s exactly what she wants and
others he is all that she despises. Being a shifter isn’t as simple as she
thought it would be. The wolf part is easy. It’s the human side that needs a
little work.
EXCERPT
I huddled in the darkness, barely aware of the passing hours
and days. The wolf ate when she was hungry. She found mice and rodents to catch
and devour. I was barely aware of the chase or the joy she found in the hunt.
The wolf drank from streams and creeks along her journey. She slept when she
was tired and traveled the rest of it.
I was aware the forest was starting to look familiar, but I
didn't care enough to wonder why or where I was. When the big white sprawling
house came before us, I realized the wolf had brought us to the only other
place she knew to go: Aunt Lilly's.
I didn't leave the safety within the wolf when we arrived at
the house. I was aware when we stepped onto the porch and dropped to the cool
white washed boards where the wolf curled up and slept, but I stayed safe,
hidden deep. The wolf and the instincts that drove her protected us. I was
happy to let her lead. I was happy to be carried wherever she decided to go. I
slept as the wolf did throughout the rest of the night.
When the wolf woke, I woke with her. We were still curled on
the porch, but we were within a pile of dogs that had come to keep us safe and
warm and offer company. The wolf was happy for the companions, as I was not
able to be one. I was silent and empty and had nothing to give right then. I
had nothing left to offer her.
I saw my Aunt come out on the porch, and I saw the moment
she recognized me for what I was. "Abby, honey. What are you doing
here?"
I shrank back deeper within the wolf, and as the wolf had
nothing to say to her in that form, Aunt Lilly was left at a loss. She crouched
down before us and ran her hands over my head and down my back. "You look
a little worse for wear. Do you want to come in and eat? Maybe get a shower and
some clothes?"
I wasn't coming out of the wolf form. I realized that had
been my intention the whole time. I simply hadn't been ready to face it. I was
obviously not very good as a human, so I would try being a wolf for a bit. I
used a little more energy and turned my head away from her and dropped it back
down on my front paws.
"Abby? What's wrong?"
I had no answer for her, so I didn't move or acknowledge her
question. I didn't know what to tell her. I was still feeling sorry for myself,
and I didn't have a plan of how to fix it other than to ignore it. I was happy
as a wolf. Why did I have to be a human anyway?
She stayed crouched down next to me for a long time. She
tried to talk to me, but I didn't answer. Finally, she gave up and stepped
back. Her dog friends stayed with me, protecting me in their own way. She
surveyed the pile of us then said, "Well, I guess I'll check on you in a
bit."
I closed my eyes and went back to sleep. I spent the next
few days hardly moving a muscle. What was the point? Aside from getting up to
empty my bladder or get a drink of water, I stayed on the porch, quiet and
still. Aunt Lilly stopped trying to talk to me, but she did continue to sit
with me and offer what comfort she could by way of gentle caresses or tidbits
of food she could tempt me with, or just simple water. The best part was when
she sat in the white rocker and just rocked. Her being there was enough.
Sometimes when she sat there, I would get up and sit next to her, just to be
close to someone who gave a damn about me. Just me. Not what I could do for
her, or what I could do for the clan. She just cared about me.
Why was I so unlovable by everyone else? Why didn't my
mother want me anymore? Why did my father only see me for what I offered the
clan? Why didn't Derek just want me? Why. Why. Why! What was so wrong with just
being me?
It was times like those that even in wolf form I was able to
cry. When the hurt of the world grew to immense I could not hold it in anymore.
I cried the sounds of the wolf, even if it didn't come with the tears of a
human. Aunt Lilly wouldn't press or talk, she was simply there with me as I
tried to handle the sadness overwhelming me. She'd caress my head and continue
to rock.
I don't know how long things went on like that. Maybe a few
days, maybe it was an entire week. I do know when it came to an abrupt end.
Morning arrived with a definite chill in the air. I didn't notice the cold all
that much, thanks to my warm fur, but also because Aunt Lilly's dogs took
shifts with what I thought of as protecting me. There were always a handful of
them, either lying next to me or with me, or whatever. I was never cold or
alone. They knew I was hurting and they in their animal wisdom stayed with me
as comfort. Animals are awesome. People…suck.
AUTHOR BIO:
Courtney Rene lives in the State of Ohio with her husband
and two children. She is a graduate and
member of the Institute of Children’s
Literature. Her writings include magazine articles, short fiction stories,
several anthologies, as well as her young adult novels, A Howl in the Night and
the Shadow Dancer series, published through Rogue Phoenix Press. For a complete
listing, visit www.ctnyrene.blogspot com or feel free to contact her at
ctnyrene@aol.com.
Website URL: Www.Courtneyrene.com
Blog URL: www.ctnyrene.blogspot.com
Twitter handle: @ctnyrene
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